Jeffrey had seen his dad buy the fireworks and put them in
the shed, but his dad wouldn’t let him touch them, said they weren’t for
children to play with, that they had to be ‘handled with care’. Jeffrey knew
all about ‘handle with care’ it’s what they’d been doing with him all his life.
When he was little he wondered what it was they were afraid
of. What it was he did that sparked so much fear in their eyes whenever he was
around. Why they barely touched him, or came near him. So he’d started
experimenting, and found quite a few things.
The first time the police had shown up he’s acted as sweet
as pie, but by the fourth he didn’t care anymore. The empty threats were just
that: empty. His parents never followed through on any of them, they were too
afraid, afraid of what he might do next time – ironic really. And the older he
got the more ways he discovered - no matter what they hid to stop him.
But the fireworks his dad had tried to sneak home, fireworks
for his baby bother Jeremy – the golden boy, the one who got all the love and
affection - did they really think Jeffrey would keep his hands off? He was
sixteen now. His dad knew better.
Social services had been round that morning, talking about
taking him away. His mum had cried a lot. First time he’d ever seen her do
that. He knew he was hurting them, and he tried to care, but he didn’t know
how, plus he knew how to make it all better.
He snuck out that night. Put the wheelbarrow ready in the
middle of the garden. Then he found his dad’s hiding place – it wasn’t hard.
And then he placed them round the inside of the wheelbarrow in easy reach, with
him in the middle. He’d create one hell of a bonfire. He added paraffin, liking
the smell of it on his clothing. Then he counted down … 1, 2, 3 … maybe they’d
love him now.
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Brilliant piece, Miranda. Well done. :)
ReplyDeleteThanks Laura, glad you enjoyed it.
DeleteI love this. Now I'm anxious to see what happens next.
ReplyDeleteThanks. Well he kills himself of course.
DeleteOne of those psychotic types, with no moral sense, wasn't he.
ReplyDeleteWell, damaged by his parenting I would say.
DeleteWhoa. Loved that. :-)
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