The prompt song this week was:
Your Beautiful - James Blunt
I never thought I'd see you again after you left me on the
side of the street that morning and drove away.
I know you had to; I was going. I know you didn’t want me to
– your call a couple of hours later made that clear, but there was no choice,
my visa had ended, our time was over, we’d always known it would be. We both
thought it was the end – until I found you eleven years on.
It started when I heard your voice on the other end of the
phone - like an old piece of music my ears had been dying to hear for a
lifetime; my trembling hands barely able to keep the sound of it against my ear.
And then I saw you. You were so easy to identify; your youth
still standing out, and your searching eyes finding mine hidden behind my
glasses. Our embrace was so easy, so comfortable, like we’d seen each other only
days before, and conversation flowed, desperate to catch up on all those years
in between.
We walked beside one another once more, up the steps to the
cathedral pretending to be tourists; the thought of touching somehow dangerous
now that we belonged to other people, but electricity still ran between us and
distracted us from the architecture around us.
Over lunch holding eye contact was difficult at the
beginning, the nakedness of our feelings easily caught in a glimpse or a smile.
But by the end of we had returned to our original state; able to laugh and exchange
banter with side glances and quick-witted comments. The last of which reminded
me that we hadn’t forgotten how we’d been, that it was all still there; nothing
had changed between us.
Yet when it was time for my second departure our embrace was
awkward, you body rejecting it as though it was a step too far, and I walked
onto the train missing you with the same ache I had felt eleven years before as
though no time had past; your scent, your sound, your energy still enveloping
me. And my eyes welled with tears of loss, of somehow missing a chance that was
never quite there.
And like all those years ago I hoped to see you again
although it was unlikely; we were only a gift to each other for a moment, a
reminder of who we once were, stars in the night while ships passed.
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